[13 Jun 2005|08:20pm] sry i lied... the song is linkin park- my december I am Not Alone

SHIT [13 Jun 2005|07:20pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | linkin park-somewhere i belong ] i gess this is the only place i can go nowing that nobody is going to read this... i really want to kill my parents or move out.. its been 3 days of summer and i allready want to fuckin kill them. kirsten had i fight with whats his face.. that loves her.. and they have never even met .. what the fuck is that shit... and i swear to god that if i ever meet this kid.. im going to kill him for making kirsten cry... kirsten is really the only persion in my life that has made a difference in it.. everyone els just makes me want to kill my self or them.. maybe i should go to tharopy or somthing but i could never tell the tharopist anything. i just dont trust people like that. music is the only thing that is keeping me sane right now. i dont know what kirsten is do.. probably hw. i just wish i could go live with her to get away from my life here... just drop a bomb on my past and forget every thing except the days with kirsten.... look at me im fucking crying.. what the hell.. i just like a little kid. and everyone is always telling me how mature i am... fuck no im not. well maybe i am and i just keep it bottled up and i just need a good cry once in a wile....... well im tired of spilling my guts right now. bye I am Not Alone

ummmmm [30 Jan 2005|12:10am] [ mood | indescribable ] well ya today i did nothing except eat sleep and nothing... but tomarrow im going to tell my gf how much i love her...(and i know your reading this) but u know what i love you more then anything in the world, to me you are my world and i never want to loose you and sry about making u go to sleep tonight. i just think u were tired and i thought it would be good for u... well i gess im going to go tho.. its 12:13 and im not tired so ya.. dont know what im going to do but im leaving... ill see ya all latter! I am Not Alone

wow [30 Dec 2004|05:44pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | asodfiyu awoei yuouaes by. me ] long time nopost... wow... the 26 27 and 28 were the best 3 days of my life... if u dont know what happened then your out of the loop and that sucks...but my gf is the greatest... and i love you K. Ryan I am Not Alone

wow.... [02 Aug 2004|11:00pm] well now where to start... hhhhuuuummmmm well my sound system is almost done so im happy about that and i got to see my baby girl 2 days ago and that was fun.....well ya im all out of things to say... i guess.. ummm soccer camp.. fun stoff... well ya... have to go get back to wishing for my angel to come see me sooooooonnnnnnn!!!!!!!! well ya gtg talk... Ryan I am Not Alone

school days [21 May 2004|09:45am] well right now im in spanish and i am really bored... well my school is like that tho.we just got out of a firedrill... isnt that alot of fun...well today im in a better mood. yesterday i was a little pissed and i dont know y but im cool now... o ya. kirsten. i cant what to talk to you later today....love you lots. bye 1 Want to I am Not Alone

sad times [10 May 2004|09:12pm] well right now my dad is watchin a video about his sister and we just got back from her furneral and hes cryin right now... well i dont really like my dad but i feel really really bad for him...cuz its his sister and now shes gone. i dont know how that feels but im really sad too cuz his sister was like a mentor for me she was the smartest person i know but now... now theres a gap full of memories but there painful cuz shes not with us anymore.but i wish she was and if not for me then for my dad.. cuz even i dont like seeing him like this. well im starting to cry so ... ill ttyl.. I am Not Alone

blaaaaaaa [17 Apr 2004|09:54pm] umm well i dont really want to type but ya...i cant see kirsten. my parents just told me im adopted and in baseball the coach is just being gay. o ya i feal like crying but ya ill save that for my dying aunt...well i better go before i hurt myself.. 2 Want to I am Not Alone

spring break [08 Apr 2004|10:56pm] well i would type about it but i did and it just got eraced...if u want to know what i did just call my cell after 9 or on the weekend...ttyl... Love you lots kirsten.... g-night..bye 1 Want to I am Not Alone

spring break [08 Apr 2004|10:55pm] 1 2 Want to I am Not Alone

yo [26 Mar 2004|10:16pm] hey ya...im just chillin at home cuz im bored and dont have anyting to do so if u want u can talk to me online...if im off send me an im anyways cuz im probably am on so just drop me a line.. well im going to go cuz i dont know what to write right now...so ya...ttyl G-unit :P 1 Want to I am Not Alone

quiz [26 Mar 2004|10:07pm] You need distance between you and your partner in your relationship. You are very difficult to get. You have big requirements and the one you love must try hard to get you. But after she melts your heart she will be the most happy person in the world. You need someone who shows you that you are special for her and it makes you feel good to see that you are loved. She should know that you could easily get another girlfriend but you wont as long as you love her. But when she hurts you you will hurt her too. But in general you dont get hurt. If your partner hurt you ,you would react cold and immediately (try to) forget her I am Not Alone

blablablablablabla [18 Mar 2004|09:28pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | 8 mile ] well right now im in a good mood guess y..... cuz im talking to kirsten... that always makes me happy... well right now my back hurts cuz i got hit in my baseball game and ya...it sucks but it looks cool..well i gtg cuz i want to talk to kirsten... talk to yall later.. bye :P 1 Want to I am Not Alone

day [10 Mar 2004|09:08pm] well do day was really weird.. and i have no idea y... and im kinda in a bad mood or u could say that... well i got a smile on my face now just cuz im talking to kirsten well i need to go to bed so if u want ttyl... g-night and ya.....Love you kirsten...bye I am Not Alone

week end [08 Mar 2004|07:02pm] [ mood | loved ] well today is monday and as a monday is it sucks but i had the BEST weekend of my life. friday i went to anaheim and played soccer saturday morning then.... me, kirsten, sam, nick, haley all went to universals and kinda walked around... till we got to the surf shop then we just kinda sat there and chilled... until the song i miss you came on the we watched that.. ::wink wink::and then sunday was even better!! i got to go to kirstens house cuz my dad was being cool and he said we could say for a half hour then we ended up staying for 1 1/2 hours so i was loving it... and if u want to know what happened well too bad, unless u were there(haley)!! but if u want to know ask kirsten or me and maybe if your special ull find out. :P well i gtg cuz at 9 i get to talk to kirsten and thats the hilight of my day!!! ta ta for now. <<<33Mikey Ps. kirsten i love you!! 1 Want to I am Not Alone

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